I don't think the entry title is too appropriate. Nonetheless.

NEW CELEBRITY CRUSH. He's too freaaaking cute. I don't know. He's just good stuff. (I should stop using that expression in my day to day life)


I just realized, I think I always post something about my pre-school jitters. That entry seems to be missing this year. For some strange reason, the horrible fact that college is going to start in less than one week from tonight, or rather, this morning, seeing as it's past 12am Tuesday, has not quite hit me the way it should. Don't get me wrong, I'm insanely scared about going to this new and strange place. But I don't know. I think the non-real world is shedding everything for now. Boy will I be screwed come Sunday night.


I hope everyone on my flist is doing alright. I haven't really "kept in touch" (is that really the right phrase) with all of you, and I apologize. I have no real excuse. My summer vacation is ending soon, and I haven't been doing anything the last few days. That's basically all I have to say for myself. I am a lazy ass.

But I still like James McAvoy. I'm downloading Becoming Jane right now. Yay. I like these Jane Austen things. But I'm starting to feel like they're creating a nasty illusion about love and all. Either way. All is well. Or alright at least.



Current Mood: chipper

So yea. Busy days. I haven't updated in a while. I'm gonna try to go back and recall anything done on a day that's worth typing up.

Wednesday, June 6th >> Saw

Thursday, June 7th >> Prom. Didn't go to prom but hung out  with a few other friends who also couldn't go. We started with breakfast, and started watching Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure but I didn't get to finish it. Must borrow from Netflix or library. And then ate some fancy overcharged lunch at some fancy restaurant:



I got the Salmon Salad with Spanish eggs or something. It looks pretty unappetizing, and was sort of unappetizing at first, but then I found the hidden potatoes underneath it tasted good.

And then saw

Friday, June 8th >> LONG BEACH. It was really fun, except when I came home and had huge rashes on my cheeks. That was pretty bad. And everyone was sort of upset because it was pretty much the most fog I've seen on a beach or anywhere. Before we left, it got so windy that sand started flying everywhere.

  

Monday, June 11th >> Senior Awards. I got some math award, ahhaha. It was fun though because although it was sort of a lame ceremony, without even FREE FOOD (every good ceremony has free food), but every time one of our friends went up to win something, our corner of the auditorium cheered our hearts out. It was pretty crazy.


-- awesome ceiling of really nice auditorium of pretty, random college.

Tuesday, June 12th >> Last day of school. I can not freaking believe that high school is over. I'm sort of scared, and sad. Excited a little bit for college I guess. But I'm still more scared about college than I am happy and excited.

 

I'm gonna miss my school. Obviously the people at school more. But yea. skldgjlkvjhlk.

Wednesday, June 13th >> We had graduation rehearsal and a "surprise" thing for a friend but aside from that I bought $16 worth of bowls (2 bowls) from Bed Bath and Beyond and THEY FRIGGIN GOT STOLEN. I was buying fruits with my friend, and like they always let people put stuff down at their counters and they watch it for said people, but MY BOWL HAD TO GET STOLEN. It's ok. I'm not as angry as I was before. I was getting them for my mom because well mother's day passed a while ago and I never really got her anything.

Thursday, June 14th >> Central Park Picnic.  This was really really fun. I loved it. There were a lot of people, all of whom loved playing and actually doing things at a picnic, rather than just sitting. So we got to play badminton, football, frisbee, volleyball, some other things, and lastly, this game called capture the flag. I don't know if anyone knows it, but it's really fun. And apparently really good exercise for those as unfit as myself. I could hardly stand up the next day. Or sit down, and then get up from a sitting position.



 


And lastly. I started watching Arrested Development. OMG. What the frick?! This show got canceled!? WTFWTFWTF!? I'm upto like the beginning of season 2 and I'm scared to continue watching because there'll be no more left to watch. WHAT WHAT WHAT.



I f-ing love Gob. Gob is made of awesome. AWESOME. Also Michael is such a freaking cutie pie. I can't put into words. The show is too awesome. But yea. Is it sad that I love Gob so much? Hahah I loved his "HotCops" scene. I love Will Arnett and Jason Bateman. And Portia de Rossi and just everybody. But specially Arnett. And then Bateman.

Oh and how awesome is it that Will Arnett and John Krasinski are friends.


I'm gonna have to go stalk your journal for Arrested Development related entries Leslie. YAYYYYYY.

I have lots of college crap I'm behind on, but that's alright. Must end entry on positive note.



WOW. This entry is long. Eew. That's what she said.


Current Mood: accomplished

So today is Wednesday, and I haven't been to school since Friday. Decided to create a little 5 day vacation of my own. It's been nice, and I was going to go today, but I convinced my mother I would clean everything I have been promising to clean since Friday night. I love staying home. I get to eat my mom's delicious lunch. And I made myself pancakes for breakfast. Great stuff. It's so sad how food is of such high importance to me.

On Monday I was absent because of Barnard's Open House. There aren't a lot of pictures of Barnard itself because there weren't a lot of people that were incoming freshman, and it was just my friend and I and well if we kept taking pictures then it would become ridiculously obvious that we didn't attend the college. But there are some random pictures.

       

 


I hate how I hardly come online now. Sorry to the f-list. It's because my dad is currently in constant need of the computer. And I am not being sarcastic or mean or anything. So yea. The last time I was on the computer for more than 20 minutes straight was 2 weekends ago. Except when I was online at like 1:00 AM last week, but that doesn't count because I was doing school work. Even this entry, this relatively small and substance-less entry, took me two sittings to complete.

But yea. I noticed I say "BUT YEA" and/or "SO YEA" a lot. I need to stop doing that but it's just that that is the way I talk in my head.

My house needs to get painted, and we are planning to move some furniture around, and we're thinking of replacing certain things. We'll probably do it after my exams end. After May 17th, I am so so done.

OH and does anyone have a subscription to Wall Street Journal's online thing. I really need to start finding articles for my Economics project. Grr. Grr. Grr.

I think I want a new mood theme. But then what if I don't find one with enough Jim.

EDIT: I almost forgot. HAPPY BIRTHDAY freelancer425

Current Mood: indescribable

I feel like I'm falling behind.  In everything. It's really very annoying. I still haven't taken out laundry which I did I think 3 weeks ago. I stopped doing my homework for school. Got an effing B in all my AP courses, and A's in two courses I don't really care about. Didn't get into a college which I thought was sort of a good match, as in  though I had a good chance of getting into it. Which sucks. Because the fact that I didn't get into CUNY Honors means very very bad things for the Columbia and Barnard decisions. Columbia and Barnard were always far reacher though.

I did get into NYU though. BUT NYU is insanely expensive so I don't know what to do.

I need to get reorganized. But I really rather just sit around. Sorry to the f-list. I'll start catching up. Promise.

slkjgmtiolnmhr. I'm so scattered, that I don't even feel like commenting about television. Which. Is. Insane. Because I always talk about television.

Oh and yes. Miniaturized fruits. The banana is so tiny. As is the apple. But the apple I get, but the banana. It's so miniaturized.

 




Current Mood: stressed

I need a new computer. One with a lot more space than this one. BUT at least I got to delete all those S1 and S2 episodes of The Office because my friends gave me season one and two as a birthday gift. How efffing awesome. I spent my last two weekends watching which is detrimental to my studies but it's all right.